Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Now then i realised someone's true form, after so long. I think that's kinda hurting and sad. Some people just dunno that the way they phrase a sentence can be so insulting and hurtful, or maybe they did it purposely and they didnt know that it is hurting? i dunno why do i keep defending that is ok to hear all these from these people because is their character but i shall not do that anymore. I used to be the naive little girl who just obeys or just follow people's instructions, but i'm so not going to be one anymore. is getting my nerves that i'm being taken advantage of. Why should i even care about how you feel when you no longer care about how i feel. Why should i still defend u in other people's mindset that you are actually not selfish. Why should i say that you are a nice person when you are not nice anymore. I just see too many fake faces nowadays that it makes me wanna puke. One moment, someone just tell you that the other person was irritating blar blar, next moment they end up chatting happily. So ya, tell me how should i feel? Some say they did so much things, but in fact is nothing much, just trying to be boastful or trying to appear to be weida? i dunno, it beats me. I actually feel sad and cry why people are turning like these. I guess i'm wrong all the while, maybe they are all along like these, just that i didn't realise. How naive i am?
I think is kinda late of me to realise that people ARE SELFISH... IS BY NATURE.
Wednesday, November 17, 2010